Monday, December 27, 2010

Best Christmas Gift EVER - Day 89 of 365

This post is for December 25th, 2010 


MEMORY - 


Living much "in the moment" since I have started this blog.  Living like a loved one has taught me so much about Peter as well as myself, I am thankful to have the opportunity to write about him.  When I hit my full year of blogs, I hope to get it published so others who have had a loss can find comfort and closeness to their loved one.

APPLICATION -

  Mom called me over to sit next to her and open the last gift.  In our family, the BIG gift was saved for last.  I didn't have anything BIG on my list so I had no idea what it could have been.  As I moved the tissue paper, one side off the other, I saw a book that was titled "Living Like a Loved One".  It was a collaboration of all my blogs to date.  She added a few new pictures of Pete as well as including "Exercise" and "Journal" areas to each post.  She will put a  new one together once I am done with my year long commitment.  I will then have a manuscript I can share with publishers.  I instantly began to cry saying in a weepy voice ....... " I love it" ......

REFLECTION -

The feeling of "WOW" came over me.  For the first time I was able to physically hold the last 81 days in my hands ..... felt amazing.

REFLECTION

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